Sometimes I was wondering if it's me that take things in a hard way  or is it just I'm creating my other imiginary workd where things get simpler and easier than the real world?.I wish things was simpler as if I'm watching the ocean or maybe just watching how the river flows but if I wanted things to be simpler than I'm not certified to be a 20 year old since a normal average 20 year old have a lots of things going on.

Maybe I was crazy because in the middle ot trying to pay attention what the lecturer has to say in front, I would imagine myself that someone would called my phone right now and just tell me that, hey we're going on holidays,so wanna come?.Well my reaction would be that I would shove my things in the bag and other student wil be looking at me because of my abnormal reaction and there running half-way throught the front, I would say to my lecturer that sorry, but emergency case so I have to go.Yeah pretty much all the way back just pack my bags and meet them at the airport then later probaly we decide to go somewhere far.Gosh I am crazy. I wouldnt know if other ppl read this had the same idea when they're stuck somewhere.Gosh, wish I were in Japan right now or maybe South Korea, dreaming of winter or autumm.