The tittle seem bizarre but actually it's nothing though.Just to attract some passer-by in between surfing some web ( hehe :P).

Pretty much I didnt go anywhere except home where I feel comfortable the most and doing some korean/japanese movie catch upon the net.Well there is bunch of em in which I still not familiar with and don't have any idea about the existence of the movie.

Actually I'm not a what you consider a dierhard of korean or japanese movie before this but it all start when I was 18 and I was having a long school break and there was my close buddie start talking about korean movies and when I actually accompany her to buy korean drama boxset called "My love Patzzi' and still I dont have a clue what is it so interesting about watching some korean drama and later I was kinda bored having a long break and borrowed from her "My Love Patzzi" and you guess it right,I start to enjoy and my first impression watching the drama is "smiling all along" and there was my mum joining together watching these drama's in which seem so foreign to her before and later I had watch other korean drama which also was full arranged at the rack and later I know that we need a lot more space on that because the new one keep coming in later on

And now every week me, my sis and my mum had a korean hunting week in which we're going to K.L to find out if there is anything new on the rack and if it's something that capture our attention, we just buy it later

Pretty much it does make a huge differents after watching too much of korean drama's in which our main language at home beside malay and english is korean (i mean those simple-simple words) and also we had some Japanese language going on.

Korean and Japanese words that has been frequently used at home

O'ma(korean)-Mum

Bo-(korean)-What

Nandemonai(Japs)-It's nothing

Do-Na (korean)-This is what my sis called me which is big sis

Imoto-san (Japs)-younger sis in which I always called her

p/s:- The rest was just some foul language that I wasnt suppose to list down

Well understanding is some not consist of words but through somewhat action.Doesnt mean what a person say we understand all along.Sometimes we just nod our heads as a sense of I dont understand you but I was so scared/shy to ask what were saying just now.People always do that all the time
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Speaking of understanding,2 days ago I went to a Chinese foot reflexology parlour.During the foot massage take place,the guy(who suppose to be the one who massage my foot) hand me a remote saying that there is some english show at the other channel,so go on have the remote.That time chinese soap opera was on the screen.So I politely say it's ok and he was like do you understand what the actor is saying and I was like no need to understand what the person say but you can roughly know by how the movement goes or in other word body language.Plus, I was thinking that the chinese soap opera wasn't that bad (I'm not a fan though)

And ust now my mum was telling me a story that when she was a kid she used to play a game called "batu seremban"with the neighbours daughter.My mum was telling me that neighbours daughter don't know how to speak malay nor english,so we're both just kinda understood what we're trying to say or convey.

Well as for me maybe I wouldnt actuall recall to have those kinda of situation but I think you can only have that when you're watching some foreign film where this guy suppose to be foreign and the girl was local and they sort of fall in love but they didnt' say it but sort of know it because you can interpret/feel the understanding between both of them.

or maybe we can understand how the person look and react that time.From there,we know how to respond it later because certain things require no words. Like I've watched this korean movie "the guy was gorgeous,he was cool". there's a line goes "True love require no words" which I think it do make sense.Not only love but other things too

Maybe with words it was sort of need to recognise how it feels that time but without understanding the spark just gone...kapishh...not coming back

Basically I don't no what to type but I'll make it short :)

1-Havin Ms Juliana class today..Yay!!! (I'm lovin u each day)
2-Making an improvement on my jog timing

3-God has answer my prayer

4-Somewhat now I feel more calm

5-My accounting exam is on Saturday

6-I look better in blue

7-Manage to download few OST Janji Joni and the song was gooood

8-Watchin some korean movie "she's on duty" and what I can simplify is that it's cute to see when the guy was good lookin and the girl was just plain normal.

9-It was a jaw-dropping to see someone who had "savant syndromme"in which they're good at art.(basically I just saw it in some movies n discovery channel )

10-I'm just being dumb blonde this days (gosh I'm not even blonde)..oh my..this is pretty and wait..that's also prety..can I have both?..hehe

Well today I had only one class in which is good way,hehe and yet the one class is my Eco Technique.Well how can I define this subject as tough when you just assume your the smart-ass there.hehehe and today I cam to college early as in to allocate my early mornin by studying Eco Tech at the library and there I was glue my but to the seat for next 2 hours trying to figure what is q=f(k...) (there is continuing after the dot but I couldnt remember)

One of suprise discovery that Mr Marni (my eco tech lec) was suppose to doing medic but ending up becoming a lecturer.Well easy to say ppl who do medic is doin well with other subject accept art and I was an art student ending up doing eco tech and sittin there feeling stupid all the time because I just dont get it at all.

Since the feel of "stupidity" was post on my forehead, I need to work extra hard on that subject coz if not I felt more stupid than before which is even worse.Well people had their own level of stupidity in which either they want to admit it or not.Better admit rather than being a good liar on that because when people find out your intention,it gets more stupidier than before

Anyway,it's good to have a blog as in to express how you feel but sometimes you just get to attached to it and feel like I should type this or that but before you begin to start the words,it struck to your brain that this blog is public and so anyone can read it and later feel embaress that I shouldnt type it in the first place coz it makes things getting worse than before

Well, I try not to write something which is quite personal in a blog because certain things you should keep it to yourself and certain thing isn't worth saying.Enough that you understand yourself without asking.Anyway gotta go continue my "beauty sleep".heheheh.

Sunday is the day where you just get so lazy to wake up and doin chores.You were hoping that you can stay at the bed all day doing nothing but stare at the ceiling.Well sunday oh sunday I still need to get my but off and doing something than continuing sleeping."ZzZzz".

For me Sunday is basically where I have a mother-daughter-sister routine going on where actually we went out for breakfast than later we're gonna ask ourselves,where is our next venue or maybe where we going after this.

Some girls dont like doing the mother-daughter outing because maybe they just scared that their mum has this total control on everything from to choose a place to eat or to ask their honest opinion about the clothes.shoes or maybe bags

But I think they should spent sometime together by allocate a right time by doing mother and daughter outing because you may think that she's the all that you hate but when there's an intimacy between mother and daughter, you would be suprise that she tell things that you wouldnt expect in the first place and to more or less you understand her more and like her even more.All you got to do is to spent some time and open up to new things that you might learn from her

I have a conversation with my bro about simplified my own theory as in building my own railroad and I have the control over the train. So, to reach the end I would need to build a new track and I need something that i like or some power which represent the power to build another track,so I choose a sea.Well I choose a sea because everything goes back to the sea as in resemblance to i give everything but I dont expect anything in return so I have to treat things or encounter my problem as it is so that I can build new track and end my journey to what is suppose to anyway

At least, I do get the theory of that and try like right now to apply on what has been bothering me lately and try to accept and resolve it as a matuared person (even though I hate the idea of gettin older every year).But as it is I have to accept it anyway.

So this is not my first theory but 2nd one which came up from my brother which I would define it "not bad at all".Or maybe they should be "the other"which was mention in one of paulo coelho books."The others" should be somewhat shadow of me and keep or urging me to do things as also I would say an imginary me(I always has thoughts about that)

But anyway, I need to open my brain and prespective to everything that actually I will be stumble along the way

anything "FIGHTING"!!!!

Hey,the title might be amusing or something but it was what I encounter lately. It would be a total lie if we as a human never hypocrite to anyone.It's just basically either you do it verbally or non-verbally.Some might feel bad after they're on that stage and some people might say "Just forget about it",coz it doesnt matter to me that much

Some people might be hypocrite just to be nice to someone else.For example you ask a friend bout their opinion on something.At first, they would say, that look nice and stuff but later when you pull the curtains,they were like..oh my god,did you see how ugly that was or how could she even think of that (basically this is girls hyporite shopping)

Other hypocrite is when you think you're too good to know someone.As in other word "VAIN".Do u land in a situation where someone just wanna get to know u and u are trying to be nice by replying the msg and stuff but in you're brain there's a signal saying that he's not that interesting or maybe he wasnt good looking n stuff and why should I tell bout myself (sorry to say it was DAMN HARSH...but that is as much as you get from me).Call me plastic or a terrible,mean old witch but in certain point it does reach to my brain and in the end I would feel very bad either just hung up or keep being nice to someone that I barely know

Some people might also say better straight forward rather then you keep it and release on certain point where you're on the verge of angry,piss-off and feel like chopping ur head and the person's head and serve it as a dinner..hmm well,that will be an interesting meal

Today was nothing interesting, except having marketing lecture and tutorial and suprisingly Ms Juliana held a mid-term sample quiz at Lecture Hall and pretty much also I'm suck at it again(due to lazyness that has been a burden on my shoulder for quite some time now) and also I feel bad to my friend coz she was doing this marketing presentation and I nearly felt asleep for the first time in witnessing presentation since foundation and the killer feedback and question by Miss Juliana..Oh boy, how much I like her more than ever (not to say that I'm being mean or hate at my friends presentation group, but she always being very particular when something that has been explain or shown and she would definately question back the whole idea or story of each slides..and believe me when she did ask me bout the question, I nearly pee on my pants due to nervousness and thinking what she might be askin now...maybe she satisfied..or not

The good part, she was saying I did talk fast like a bullet train due to nervous...and it was a total compliment to me since no one can't beat my record on that,except Ms Juliana I guess. :).Anyway gotta make a move,there's a plenty things to do later.Jia neh

"So little time , So much to do, I rather spend my days with U "-->a song by arkarna=listenin to old skool this days :)

Hmm,my INFLUENZA never seem to get better and it was getting worse than yesterday.I'm having Economic Technique lecture just now and guess what?.I was suck in that subject but anything happen I do have "A LOVE AND HATE RELATIONSHIP WITH ECONOMICS SUBJECT" in which I can define it in a song called "I MISS U BUT I HATE U" by slank (any slankers fan out there should/familiar with this song).Instead the "I HATE U" part, I should change it to "I HATE ECONOMICS".So, the song goes like "I MISS U BUT I HATE ECONOMICS" (the word economics seems cannot get along with the rest of the chorus but thats my version,so it doesnt matter though :) .

Everyday, there's a new thing to be told and learn. Today my learnin subject was "to set my priority first before other" in which according to my brother, there's a chronology to it. So, my last priority was bad and need to make major changes as in I just wanna do things for myself and not for other people.Plus, doin well where I'm at right now.Golly, there is a lot of things I need to consider and I hear Jonathan Davis singging "Something takes a part of me" (actually I'm watching v-clip Freak on a leash by "korn" and what can I say,the song describe what I wanted to say/type all along and the bullet was travellin across the room was good effect and also I always admire how "head" (one of the korn head guitarist) show of he's skill with 7 strings) and now watching limpbizkit "eat u alive" v-clip where i like the best part is when he was actually plug in the lights and suddenly the place was so bright with light bulb everywhere and there she was smiling..(that was the cutest part and I was such a big sucker for light bulb and I wish I was her..hahahaha..)

Anyway too much to say.Better end it now and think bout my long list of priorities before it gets dark

It's been 2 days since I'm having a "BAD INFLUENZE" aka "BAD FLU" and still very much my nose is block.Anyway nothing much to say or type beside having a normal day at the college and my mid-term is another 2 weeks so and pretty much I'm typing which right now in which I would define it as garbage since there's nothing interesting to talk about

I manage to stay put at the library for more than 2 hours doing account.HAHAHA(villain laugh,how much do I hate accounts) and manage to feel that I wasnt that stupid at all.hehehe.Plus,my MP3 was run out of battery due to giving service for more than 2 hours and keeping my brain moving beside's having problem looking at the numbers.