It seems that my will wasn't that strong and I always know that. I just can't resist a temptation of doing something else rather than focus on what I should do all along.It seems I lost my bet on this and why is it seem so hard just to sit there and just focus on what you should do and who knows by 2 hours you didn't realise you were there at the exact same place all along

True that I never learn my lesson yet on what I'm suppose to be somewhat older or mature since I already hit the 20's but rather than I'm faking it by saying I'm not a kid but the truth is everyone has their inner-kid and it's just that they want to admit it or not.But oh well, it depends on how people want to put it anyway.

I'm kinda piss-off though coz I can't seem to find torrent or original vcd or dvd of the movie called "waterboys" (japanese movie and it was like 4 years ago it was released and only now I'm tyring to find one if it still available) and thanks for the late saturday evening Japanese drama waterboys2,it does make me somehow change to half of my sister personality (she just love anything japanese....)and now somewhat I had another side of her.

Anyway I'm not giving up to find the movie.Someday,somehow, in someway if there's a luck I would eventually find it at some place